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Station 19: How Am I Supposed to Live Without You (2024)
Family
Wow wow wow....we start with all the fiery steaminess right off the bat. Such an incredible beautiful grab you by the mmmmmmm intro. So HOT HOT HOT!!! All the magical Easter eggs in this episode for us to remember why we LOVE Nineteen. The roller coaster ride of feels in this episode.....my heart is full and at the same time has been reduced to dust. Another wild fire that brings this family together and at the same time wants to rip it apart. But we know how much our NINETEEN Family will fight to save one another at almost any cost. Then this full circle moment that leaves you hanging with intense emotions full of why in the universe would anyone want to take away an iconic show that has so much story left to tell. Station 19 with this brilliant cast crew and everyone involved that just brought magic to the screen. They created a family beyond the screen to come together to fight to save a show. WE deserve these stories to continue to be told by this NINETEEN Family. They are why WE are NINETEEN!
Station 19: Ushers of the New World (2024)
I Gots YOU
This episode shows the joys of the possibility of life. Through the lens of IVF and what as a woman you have to go through to become a mom. Never an easy task to accomplish when you yearn to bring a gift of light into this universe of ours. To see two women who have struggled immensely to finally witness their journey and the potential of their LOVE to bring forth a life. Absolutely BEAUTIFUL! Then we get a glimpse into why NINETEEN remains to be this incredible FAMILY. How they come together to help spread kindness and give. Just TREMENDOUS! Then oh then we get this amazing moment with sisters. They don't appear to be related but beautifully are. So gorgeous to see that diversity. How wonderfully amazing to hear them speak Korean. LOVE that NINETEEN gives you this brilliance of different languages to embrace. So EPIC! The beauty of language the beauty of kindness the beauty of LOVE the beauty of HOPE the beauty of FAMILY. Just incredibly EPIC! This show is honestly iconic!!!!
Station 19: Give It All (2024)
Pivotal Moments
This episode is one of the many reasons why Station 19 deserves to be saved. The stories they tell need to wholeheartedly continue to be shared. Each moment shows you a way in which if you choose kindness hope love things can easily be resolved.
This epic episode showed you when you are in a loving relationship how you can support each other and just be there. The journey the strength the endurance the support the LOVE is so magical to see this team share. The things you do as you get older to find away to be young again. Life is way too short and can pass you by in an instant if you don't cherish those moments. The moment you do your best to shed light upon ignorance to just have it slap you in the face because it's a family member. Having a family member not support or understand your choice is heartbreaking. Then you have to make the decision for YOU to not have them in your life is saddening. But if your blood related family can't support YOU and just be there then they never deserved YOU in their life to begin with. YOU are a gift and you can build the family YOU truly deserve. LOVE is LOVE! If you're not hurting anyone why does it matter who YOU choose to LOVE. Then through all these pivotal moments you bring on the steam. WOW! Full circle moments!
Always remember YOU are a gift that this universe of ours has truly been wonderfully graced with. Be YOU! Appreciate YOU! Value YOU! This is what Station 19 continues to teach YOU.
Station 19: With So Little to Be Sure of (2024)
Moving Backwards to Come Forward
This episode showed through the friendship of a homeless vet the fruition of Vic Hughes breakdown. We had to go backwards to see the journey of a vet and how our beloved NINETEEN family came together to be his friend. The connection Vic built with him through their conversations shows how vets are suffering from mental health issues. How all it takes is a little kindness to be shared.
Enjoyed watching the timeline which took us back to the in between moments. Loved seeing the secret relationship between Ross and Sully again. Absolutely 100% LOVED seeing Maya and Carina's baby no baby unfold in such a graceful way. The look those two give each other is priceless. My heart.
Now moving forward to Vic having her breakdown. How epic was that to see her progression to better understand why she has been feeling so broken. Then to have the support of her friend. Wow!
Station 19: My Way (2024)
It's About Time
Wow! Wow! Wow! Finally Captain Andy Herrera gets pinned in the centennial episode. Such an incredible moment to see her bestie Lieutenant Maya Bishop do the honor.
This episode not only was the 100th episode but it showed so much in such a short timeframe. Imagine if they were really truly able to give an episode like this more than just one episode. There is so much to tell and dissect.
First off what's up with Vic not used to seeing her like this. It's like her and Theo reversed roles in a sense. We got Theo changing when he went to his old neighborhood then we see Vic breakdown after her and Beckett talking. After that the shift happens. So much to explore and understand.
Second we get Maya apologizing to Beckett for giving him the bottle of whiskey. To seeing him not listen to her and be reckless on a call. To Maya oh Maya saying they were the same uniform and will always have each other's backs. How truly inspiring to see the camaraderie come to fruition.
Third we get Sully dropping the ring oh my the ring. Guess who steps on it? None other than the person he wants to propose to. LOVE is beautiful and kind.
Fourth we get this phenomenal scene when Carina shows how much of a baddie she is. Then we get her waiting oh yes waiting at the station in Maya's room on her bed with Liam. 💗💗💗 When she walks in sees the blood on her sweater and goes to Carina to check to make sure she's good....how beautifully sweet tender and so absolutely heartwarming. Oh wait a minute then you get this moving moment when Carina can't get pregnant due to her eggs not being viable 😭😭😭 wait for it then the epiphany when Maya looks at her wife with this empowering gaze of comfort how magical. Wait then there's one more thing when Maya asks if Carina can get pregnant if they use her egg. My heart oh my heart is full of so much LOVE for them and their beautiful journey. "Per favore amore mio" 💞💞💞
Last but not least we finally after 7 Seasons get our Captain getting pinned. Her speech and seeing her journey of perseverance. Truly inspiring moment to never give up on your dreams. Let's go Captain Andy Herrera our Captain of Captains...
Let the good and bad things in life that occur continue to teach us a lesson. As long as we learn a lesson we will always grow in this magnificent magical way. Once NINETEEN Alway NINETEEN for now forever for eternity...
Station 19: I Know a Place (2023)
Mental Health
This episode tackled mental illness in this genuine way. Station 19 continues to show you if you do struggle with mental health you can find this poetic way of managing your own demons you battle on a daily basis. How through fighting for you you begin to heal the wonderful person you are. Also, showing that when you have someone worth fighting for you will do what is necessary to find your way back to that person. And at the end of the day LOVE always prevails. Carina confronts her wife Maya about her mental health which causes Maya to spiral out of control. So much so where her wife has to 5150 her to get her the help she needs.
I have struggled with mental health as a child up until now as a 50 year old woman. As a child if you said you felt a certain way you were crazy so you just buried any feelings you had down way down. Then you get older and all those things you suppressed begin to resurface and manifest in ways that don't make sense. In 2017 I had a hysterectomy and was bleeding internally so I had to be ripped open again to stop the bleeding. It took me a little longer to wake up from the second surgery but I made it. Mentally no one prepared me for the PTSD the anxiety the depression that would surface. I never asked for help I just fought through it in my own way. Not sure if I'm ready to take that journey by my lonesome. There's this wall I see in front of me where if I go to walk around it on the left or right the wall just keeps going. Then I look up to go over it and it just keeps getting higher and higher. Then I look down to dig to go under it just keeps extending further and further down. The only way through that wall is to go through it. But I know if I go through it no one will be waiting on the other side to grab my hand to hold me and say I got you. Yes, I have my three boys but they don't understand what I'm going through. I've always been there strength the person they can come to the person that is both mom and dad. I need someone who understands! Someone who will listen! Someone who can relate!
Station 19: Trouble Man (2024)
CHAOS just CHAOS
Episode 4: showed Station 19 be overwhelmed with chaos because Kate said the "Q" word. Each person had something they were dealing with. Captain Andy Herrera trying to save her family save her house literally SAVE Station 19. You have Theo trying to apologize to Vic for kissing Kate. Which does not bode well with 19. Then Ben who is the patriarch of 19 having back problems. Travis calling him out in front of 19! Ben not wanting to admit to anyone that his body is breaking down. You get Sean having a heartbreaking moment after returning from a call. Since he's sober he doesn't know how to cope. Then Sully and him are each other's support by finding comfort in reading the Serenity Prayer. HOPE! We see Vic so broken she takes off her watch and falls asleep just to forget about the chaos that surrounds her. My HEART! Here goes Chief Ross being consumed with so many fires going on that you see her aggravated by all the things she's dealing with. When Sully asks if the reason things are astray is because of their relationship she takes it as hers to bear. Damn! The chaos at 19 wasn't just felt in house but outside with Maya and Carina. We get Carina sleep deprived tensions a bit high and Maya consumed with baby proofing their home. Maya takes off from being questioned returns home to Carina upset. In the midst of this the door is inadvertently locked. Liam is crying! Now what....a glimpse of light when Maya opens the truck of Carina's car that isn't locked. HEARTWARMING! Then you have to go and play a game called "Truth or Scared". Hmmm....where if you're scared you have to tell the truth. In this scene Maya is scared she's going to die on the job and leave Carina alone to raise Liam. This moment made me cry because I'm a single mom of 3 boys and if I die they have no one but each other. That just kills my heart and soul!
I felt every single emotion going on in this episode. This is a TREMENDOUS Episode! Watch rewatch and rewatch again and again.
Thank YOU Stefania Spampinato for your wondrous directorial debut. YOU definitely did not disappoint. YOU left me wanting more! YOU brought this full blown chaotic energy to life. Thank YOU! Appreciate you! Value YOU!
Station 19: True Colors (2024)
FABRUARY
Episode 3: Fabruary oh this rainbow filled love fest Fabruary. Andy giving Sean a shirt because NINETEEN represents whole world peace love wins Care Bears thing. My heart is full of unicorns and rainbows. Ben with his sister Ros and Pru all decked out like Rainbow Bright. Love how this reminded me of that cartoon being full of light and joy. Maya spotting her brother as one of the protesters. Damn, didn't see that coming! Then we get Carina being a first time mom looking all disheveled seeking guidance from Bailey. Being a mom isn't easy but we find away to do it. MOMS! Then we see Chief Ross hear a noise and jump out the car like a true boss in charge. And then then you go and give us this beautiful sincere moment with Travis and his dad. EPIC!
This this this episode was fantabulous...my heart is full of so much joy. This song "Hotter Now" by Lu Kala is so freeing to listen to. Every single aspect of this episode is why Station 19 deserves to continue on with a streaming service that values YOU for just being YOU. My son is 20 who has never come out to me. He is who he is and that's enough for me. I LOVE him I SUPPORT him and I VALUE him as a person. This is what being a Station 19 member (as a fan) represents to me when it comes to PRIDE. YOU are seen for who YOU are. That right there is Tremendous!
Station 19: Good Grief (2024)
GRIEF
Episode 2 showed just being there, support and crisis. Jack being told he can no longer be a firefighter. Sean asking Vic to attend a family funeral (unlikely pair but I like it). Travis taking food to Kitty Dixon and of course comforting Emmett in more ways than one. Ben and Theo dealing with a patients agitated son. Maya and Carina not only dealing with a patient that's potentially contagious, the thought of not being able to take Liam home then Carina being served a lawsuit simultaneously receiving a call to pick up Liam and finally introducing him to NINETEEN. Then it's time it's time for Jack to write his name under the table as his watch is over. This episode showed me even when you are surrounded by utter chaos some way some how calmness creeps in and you begin to breathe a little easier.
Grief is never easy. I gave birth to and lost my firstborn one and only daughter in August of 2001. Every week after that something bad happened (9/11 happened that year). The amount of times my heart was shattered not only shattered obliterated. GRIEF! Still cuts to my core to this day. Station 19 has this way of showing GRIEF in a way that makes sense.
Station 19: This Woman's Work (2024)
HOPE
The premiere of Season 7 Episode 1 "This Woman's Work" showed the impact concussions have on the brain through Jack having brain surgery. That muscle we tend to neglect by not exercising it or treating it with the care it needs. WOW! Then we get Captain Andy Herrera seeing Jack as her conscious. That bond those two share with one another is prevalent and takes you back to Season 1 Episode 1 when it premiered March of 2018. Then here we see Natasha and Sully loving each other. You see that love with support laughter gentleness. LOVE! Then oh then what I've been hoping for Maya and Carina finally being moms. To see the shift in Maya and Carina's relationship where they fought for their marriage their LOVE for each other and how they show their support. Their LOVE is MAGICAL! They continue to prove LOVE is LOVE! Just BREATHTAKING! Then you get Vic being this kick ass take no names fierce boss lady on Crisis One all while dealing with a breakup.
This episode reminded me of all the moments I felt so trapped and consumed with darkness that there is always a glimmer of light to grasp onto. Station 19 is my light in the darkness. They teach me that as long as you have HOPE you can get through even the darkest of moments you encounter in life. Everyone's storyline is so eloquently written and told. Absolutely brilliant! Always NINETEEN for now forever for eternity....
Station 19 (2018)
A Love Letter for Station 19
When I heard the news of Station 19 being cancelled and will only have 10 episodes in this 7th season just shattered my heart all over again. This news has crushed my universe and am definitely at a loss. Can't fathom not being able to watch this exhilarating full of light, LOVE and so much vulnerability show. The chemistry this cast exudes on and off screen is amazingly phenomenal. The cast, writers, crew and everyone involved has this eloquent way of showing, teaching and just drawing you in and having you feel like you're part of this epic journey this team continues to fight for to share.
The premiere of this incredible show way back on that day which began Mach 22, 2018 revived my shattered heart and breadth this powerful vibrant energy full of so much light into my universe. This 1st season introduced us to these wonderful characters who we got to know and began this beautiful journey with and would eventually fall truly in LOVE with. The 2nd season took you on a journey with a new Captain, showed unexpected relationship faux pas', the 1st death of the how much the loss of a beloved one can leave this world of grief and how each individual grieves this type of loss. The 3rd season took us on a roller coaster ride of emotions. It showed 2 deaths of beloved characters, the rise of a new Captain and the introduction of the most purest form of true LOVE one could ever hope for. Then the 4th season showed us real life issues. The way COVID, Black Lives Matter, Asian Lives Matter, etc. Was shared through the stories of these characters....tremendous just TREMENDOUS and at the end LOVE prevails with a most heartfelt epic beautiful wedding. Then the 5th season brought about change. Again a new Captain followed by a new Chief, the death of another beloved firefighter, grieving and coping with that loss, the fight for a child of that fallen hero, how the LOVE of two women brings forth the strength to seek away to bring a gift of light into this universe, how being assaulted is not your fault and how you as a team come together as a family to fight and support each other. Then the 6th season taught us humility and took us on a journey of the many struggles of mental health. We watched LOVE break and mend, how emotionally physically and mentally we beat ourselves up, how to accept and ask for help, how to fight for our wellbeing, how to fight for each other, how to support one another and how we come together as that family full of so much LOVE and light to fight that unexpected fight together.
I know I'm nobody of importance but I am a true fan of this phenomenal Station 19 tv show. This show has given me the strength I need to continue to fight my own demons. Each performer each writer everyone involved has brought such elegance to these characters I have fallen in LOVE with. Each and every time I watch this show I learn something so poetic that it engulfs every orifice of my being. It's an honest testament to how incredible and genuine this entire team of humans are. I can't handle losing a magnificently magical show with this illuminating team that truly breathes life into my universe.
To all those involved in blessing me with this wondrous show, I wholeheartedly thank you and will continue to support and fight for each and every single one of you. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
They are exhilarating shiny stars that glisten in the night sky illuminating one's path out of darkness!
You have absolutely no idea how they have guided and taught me in so many beautiful ways to keep fighting and to believe in LOVE. LOVE is LOVE!
With the utmost humbleness, thank you!!
Nineteen...
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