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10/10
An Ode to Caitriona Balfe
jmansmannstjohnslrev30 March 2021
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I can understand why this episode is so controversial, and while some, especially those that haven't read the books would despise this episode, as it is yet another situation of sexual violence, and one of the most brutal that I can remember being put on screen in quite a while. One of the difficult things about this is similar to the difficulty you have with Jaime's rape and Brianna's rape. Those moments are so important to their character arcs in the book, have such a lasting impact on the events following, that it's difficult for the showrunners to simply change the story. For example, what happens between Ian and Gellis could have been changed. The plot point is not one that has a particularly lasting effect in the story. Claire's abduction however is an event that has a profound impact on the story and on Jaime and Claire's relationship moving forward. I can understand too why the showrunners had this event happen at the end of the season. In Breath of Snow and Ashes, the abduction happens early on in the book. I think you can do this in the book, because you have 900 more pages to explore that trauma and tell other stories. There was probably a concern that if the abduction occurred in the beginning of the next season it would so dominate the story to the point where it becomes the entire focus of the next season. That's not to say that it cannot be prevalent, and the showrunners will have to justify their decision by giving it the treatment it deserves subsequently.

This episode is so difficult for me because of the duality of it. It's horrifying of course, I think not just because of the act itself but because of the physical nature of it. When Claire is rescued you can physically see the scars, see how shoe has been battered and abused in a way that differs from Jaime and Brianna. You can see in their emotions the trauma, and Jaime's hand was ruined by Randall, but Claire's entire face is battered and bruised, her body weak and unsteady, which draws attention to her expressions, which are cold, steady and distant. It's just such a visceral attack that it makes my skin crawl.

Yet, the episode is so beautiful as well. Throughout this season family has been the central theme, and as horrifying and gut wrenching as the abduction is, it's also heartwarming. Jaime comes to save Claire, she never doubts he will, but it is Ian, Fergus, Marsali, Roger, the Beardsleys even John Qunicy Myers that deliver Claire's vengeance. It's those people who Claire and Jaime have helped for so long that pay it forward, that rush to Claire's defense when she is in a position that you don't see in her in, weak, vulnerable, and helpless.

However, I think this episode has to be in the Pantheon of all-time great episodes of Outlander for no other reason than the fact that Caitriona Balfe is majestic in this episode. Honestly, after watching this episode, I have to wonder how difficult it must have been for the actors playing the rapists to act as the story required them to act. Clearly this is a work of fiction, as viewers you know that Caitriona Balfe wasn't actually raped on the set, but dear God is her portrayal so incredibly realistic. I can't fathom how talented an actress she must be such that she can command her soul to literally drain out of her eyes in the way she does in this episode. The command that you can have to make your body go limp and portray such weakness while also portraying a character who retains her dignity and who by sheer force of will refuses to be broken.

I think Cait's performance is so incredible because it illustrates the exact feeling Claire has after the attack in the book. In the book however, Claire is the narrator, she tells you what she is feeling, her thoughts, her innermost feelings. On screen, the fact that Cait is able to show us these emotions without the benefit of narration, without the benefit of much in the way of dialogue is truly amazing. And, to illustrate just how well it was done, in the book, Claire's feelings are much the same as in the tv series. Claire is confident Jaime will rescue her. After the attack, she has that same stoic sort of mix of shock and resolve that you see in the show. In fact, in the book, she actually sets her own broken nose immediately after the attack. And most importantly, many of her thoughts are outward in nature. Unlike Jaime, she's not shamed in the same way, doesn't want to kill herself, but rather is fearful that what happened to her will dredge up Jaime's memories of what happened to him.

And I think this is the point as to why Claire's abduction needed to happen for the series and what makes what happened so tragic. Claire is in the position of vulnerability and weakness, but knowing what has happened to the other members of her family, throughout the rest of the series she tries so incredibly hard to be strong, to overcome those feelings, and no become a burden to others. I think that's the difficulty for her, not in being vulnerable but being in a position where she needs to allow herself to be vulnerable to heal, allow herself to grieve, and allow herself to be healed, rather than the healer.

Ultimately, this episode will be judged by whether the show in Season 6 can touch upon the nuances of Claire's recovery. If they can manage that complexity this episode will be justified. If Claire's recovery becomes a rerun of Jaime and Brianna's recovery, they will have failed.
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10/10
Brilliant
monimm189 May 2021
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Yes, the last episode of season 5 was not easy to watch, at least until they finally got to Claire's rescue, but so masterfully constructed and played, with so many subtle rewarding moments in it. The depiction of Claire's ordeal seemed so realistic and brutally raw, and yet it didn't feel like it went too far, or that it had even a hint of gratuity in it. The fantasy world that she withdraws into, in order to dissociate from her ordeal and keep her sanity, was quite an artfully depicted concept, full of symbols and reminders of moments from the past. It seemed like the ideal life Claire might have longed for: safe in the XX century but in Jamie's arms and with all her family around her. Life on the Ridge, but in the 1960s - the best of both worlds. Recognizing and deciphering each memento placed in her fantasy world felt evocatively bittersweet. But that fantasy world had flaws and distorsions, maybe prompted by the undercurrent of her ongoing ordeal, like Jamie's clothing style that fit neither an 1700s nor a 1960s fashion, the blue vase from the first episode that was now speckled instead of solid blue, Jamie's quote about her shaking so hard that it made his teeth rattle not quite the same, the absence of Brianna, Jammy and Roger from the Thanksgiving table, young Ian's weird military uniform patch, the two policemen at the door that also turn out to be Lionel Brown and one of his men, the terrible news they bring, all little signs that Claire was not able to disconnect enough from reality and her escape was fragile. By the time Jamie and his men find and rescue her, Claire's fantasy world was crumbling, signaling she was about to break down and be lost.

The last 10 min of the episode were almost healing for both the characters and the viewer. From Claire and Jamie's talk on the veranda, Jamie not daring to touch her, although you knew he was dying to hold her, to Claire's reassuring "I love you", his mention of what his last words to her would ever be, the quote from Thucidides, the symbolic storm approaching, her wish to enjoy the peace and the beauty of life with her family before the storm awaiting in their future came. And finally, that last image of the two of them holding each other on the bed, after she defied and overcame her ordeal in every possible meaning to make sure their connection remains just as strong, or stronger, so much implied but not depicted, Jamie's astonished "Christ... You're a brave wee thing..." and Claire's answer to his question: "Safe" - restoring both of them with one word. The quintessential Claire and Jamie.
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10/10
Perfection
alaneab10 May 2020
Powerful episode full of 'Easter Eggs' from episodes past, wonderfully woven into Claire's story. Have already watched it three times! What a way to end the season!! Everyone connected with the show should be congratulated on the entire season. Thank you Outlander family...
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10/10
An Exceptional Finale
paddy-5610 May 2020
Season 5 has been outstanding with this episode the cherry on the cake. As a book reader, I had a fairly good idea of the storyline, and thought it would be extremely difficult to produce for television. I need not have worried. Beautifully shot, tons of Easter Eggs for fans and truly wonderful performances by all. And that famous last line from the book is almost the last line in the season.
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10/10
Great finale!
kiana-butler10 May 2020
It was a great finale I just hated that it was so short 😭
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10/10
Well Done I must say
ssd-1581510 May 2020
This show is absolutely Amazing. Everything about it is perfectly done and tense on all levels. Well done. I truly hope they continue with another season. The dress the atmosphere story lines all well written and performed. I have never watched any other show as riveting and entertaining as this one. APPLAUSE. APPLAUSE✌
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10/10
Just wow! Bring on season six
clmcleish7913 May 2020
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It's not often that you see Caitriona Balfe really go to town on her acting. The last time I cried for her was when Claire lost baby Faith in season two. Well she really out did herself and I felt it. Stunning acting and a truly moving storyline. I'm currently reading book six and Claire's abduction was right at the beginning. It was harrowing enough to read it, but seeing it acted was heartbreaking. And I loved the sixties montage for her coping mechanism. Well done all! I can't wait for season 6!
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10/10
Fantastic
mhmdmemodbmamdouh10 May 2020
Very good end for this season The acting was fantastic everything was just masterpiece
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10/10
Epic Finale
AvidWatcher10111 May 2020
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These beloved books demand a lot, from the perspective of putting them on film. Nothing is perfect, but this season, and this episode in particular are as close as it gets for me. Every aspect of this episode is flawless, the dream sequence, the use of colour and music, the visceral intensity of the attack, the horror and the aftermath, the absolute truth and strength of the love, and finally the triumph of the human spirit in the face of what could be completely destructive. It's all in the book, but to be taken right back there and through that range of emotion - wow.. blown away. No review can be complete without a nod to the astounding talent that is Catriona Balfe - she has always done an exemplary job of portraying Claire, in all her complexity. But this is above and beyond - this is simply outstanding. A huge thank you to everyone involved in bringing this story to life for us. See you next season!
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10/10
Excellent.Simply Put.
Ghostrunner6610 May 2020
This show remains an emotional roller coaster. I have always loved the way it continually pulls at the watcher's heart strings, whether you like it or not. No plot armor here or sacrificing the story to appease the fandom. Thanks to everyone involved, the writers, directors, actors and crew for another wonderful season that ended in true Outlander fashion.
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10/10
Tough to watch but well acted and written
kambakewell-6585711 May 2020
Caitriona Balfe was amazing in this last episode. The depth of emotions she showed was superb. I was a nervous wreck the whole show.
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7/10
WARNING - Not an easy watch.
halcyonbear12 May 2020
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First up, I need to say that I think Outlander is a great series. I have been a fan since I first saw it. As usual, this episode is well acted and the direction is phenomenal. However I am beginning to have a bit of a problem with Outlander in that rape and sexual assault are used in storylines way too much. Don't get me wrong, I live in the real world, I am aware that such terrible things happen every day and that in many cases it would be unrealistic to not depict them in dramas. If a TV programme can provide a catalyst for discussion about such crimes, that isn't a bad thing. Normally I would award Outlander a higher rating for an episode. My reason for marking it down is that Outlander has started to rely on sexual assault as a plot device. I've not read all of the novels on which the series is based, but I do know that deviation has already occurred, so if rape is a frequent occurrence in the books, there isn't necessarily a need to make it so on screen. Its beginning to seem like lazy storytelling and a way of using trauma as a means of sensational entertainment; if in doubt, include a vicious rape scene. I'm also beginning to feel that it happened to Clare and Briana as a means to further the storylines of their respective husbands. Like I have said, it's a real life issue and does have its place in drama, but needs to be handled appropriately, not just to be sensational. Let's not forget, for some viewers these plotlines are a reality.
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Might be the worse finale I've ever seen.
R-Jahnke17 May 2020
I wish they'd find a new plotline instead of returning over and over again to rape. The amount of violence Claire has been exposed to and endured is ridiculous. The whole hour I was wondering where the show was going and then it was over. It was boring and annoying.
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2/10
How much Rape can you fit into one show?
bkhazelett20 June 2020
Is rape all these books are about. Who are We kidding here. So the husband, the daughter, and now the wife have all been raped. Some knuckled head said they watched it 3 times. Someone should find out who that it is and keep them away from women and children.

Just curious, will Roger be the Rape victim next season, will the show runners will have another go at Brianna.
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8/10
Constant reminder
luisgus-7226824 May 2021
This show is a constant reminder of how bad woman had it back in the day, and a reminder to all those Amazing Woman that history remembers.

I felt for Claire. This episode was powerful.

The rage and emotions that these last 2 episodes make you go through reminds me why I love this show so much!
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10/10
Stand for Love and family
petravandruten10 May 2020
Absolutely outstanding. I could feel the pain, the anger, the love and strong feeling of protection. They were all in this episode. Brilliantly done! And epic finale !
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10/10
Claire's journey is stunning
amoore-410 May 2020
An acting tour de force by Claire. A great episode and fine ending to the season. Everyone plays their role perfectly. A powerful, intense, and heart wrenching scene acted only by the best actresses. Bravo... A TV series based on a book, screenwritten to perfection.
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10/10
One of the best episodes
angietrumag10 May 2020
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An oustanding, award-winning performance by Caitriona Balfe, once again she proves what she is capable of. No doubt it was a rough one to watch, but still a remarkable episode. Claire's dissasociations, the parallels, the powerful changes between the reality and the dream, the colors, everything was so on point, the only thing that was missing was more air time.
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10/10
Amazing last episode
linadigiulio11 May 2020
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I was so tensed the whole episode. Loved , loved , loved it. Amazing performance from the whole cast. Caitriona and Sam deserve awards for season 5. Just love Outlander and thus final episode was amazing. 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
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10/10
heartwrenching
marianne_denning11 May 2020
Superb episode. Great performances by Sam, Cait and Lauren in particular. Dream sequences were spectacular. Wish episode was a wee bit longer!
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10/10
Tough at the beginning, hopeful in the end
mcinarra12 May 2020
The beginning of the episode is very tough but it is so well done! The second half of the episode, however, is so beautiful ...and the end is perfect, hopeful, showing the power of love. Great finale for the waiting until next season.
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8/10
Excellent episode but not easy to watch
sjohnson71713 May 2020
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Claire's mind flashes between her current reality and an idealized 60s with her extended family (including Murtagh Fraser, who looked great!)

But abuse of Claire by her captors is at the core of the episode which makes it extremely hard to watch, much like the episode from season 1 with Blackjack Randall and Jamie.

Brilliant acting, difficult subject. Great episode. But be warned of an extra-high level of violence.
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6/10
Never should have left the drums out!
corikenn16 May 2020
Writers left out a crucial part of Claire's rescue! The bodhran drums!
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2/10
Terrible writing
wee_callum_c17 May 2020
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I don't understand the high ratings for every one of the episodes this season. Season 5 has been beyond boring, whole storylines of episodes being dedicated to something that has absolutely nothing to do with the overall story.

There was the time when Claire and Jamie spent the full ep looking after a half dead cruel man in the attic while talking to the wife about the baby, when literally none of those 3 are mentioned at all afterwards.

They brought the cat into it, only to never appear in another episode.

Half of the episode of Rogers trauma was wasted on repeated flashbacks that become irritating, and the rest was wasted on young Iain going on about how he lost his wife, which was never explained in the rest of the season.

The episode with Bonnets demise was atrocious, after all the build up from S4 and making him out to be even more terrible than Black Jack with a fantastic actor, to have him act like a child with Brianna (completely out of the blue) and then get tackled to the ground by Roger without even throwing a punch back. Terrible writing.

And then this episode, where the author/writers can't think of any other way of making drama so they unnecessarily throw in sexual assault once again, which as another review rightly said that this is a reality for some viewers. They also have some man from the future talking to Claire, with her not even questioning if he died afterwards. Those flashes to the 60's, that happened so often it became irritating. And that after the tension at the end of the penultimate episode, Jamie and Co found Claire's camp without any hassle at all, cutting from Frasers Ridge to attacking the villains in a split second.

I don't know how to put it, but this season has had its story and every episode told in such a poor way, it's made me (who has been a huge fan since S1), not even want to watch the episode every Monday, and am in no rush to see any future seasons.

If they keep it this way, I'll be surprised if there's a green light for S7. It's similar to the GoT final season, of being hesitant about recommending the show to others, even though the first seasons are fantastic, because you know it just gets so poorly and boring by the last season.

Hopefully back to it's usual standard next season 🤞
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10/10
Powerful Finale
akailiajade12 May 2020
This was one helluva season finale. Be warned though, it was difficult to watch at times. There are warnings before the episode starts & information about where to seek help if you're triggered by the episode's content. That said I thought the acting was stellar & the subject matter handled with respect.
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