Plot

Strong emotions - fear and panic, self-search and isolation, love and sex, self-denial and self-discovery - a ride on an emotional roller coaster while trying to find one's way into life.

Daniel, a successful TV journalist living life in the fast lane, has fallen into a deep depression. His seemingly perfect life suddenly collapses under him when panic attacks force him to deal with himself and his past. Fear, paranoia and desperation appear to get the better of him, people around him are helpless. Daniel, however, won't give up: he tries to recapture what was once his by creating a second identity for himself, young Alexander, with whom he embarks on an extraordinary journey into a painful past.—Sven J. Matten

Embark on a true journey of self-discovery. Everyone's past eventually catches up with them, Daniel is no different not understanding his internal conflict and suffering from both ptsd and agoraphobia he creates a safe space for himself until that is Alexander saunters into his life bursting the already collapsing bubble of safety he had created for himself.—qtieboi

Twenty-nine year old Daniel Krueger is the new wunderkind in the local television news media, he able to get interviews with guests who will not speak to anyone else, and to get them to open up about issues they had no intention to talk about. What his producer Barb O'Neil and the public do not know about is that he is gay, and that his outward confidence masks the fact that he sometimes suffers from severe anxiety attacks, those attacks generally happening when he feels out of control which is generally not the case with his work. When he feels his life is starting to spiral out of control, Daniel meets somewhat self-assured eighteen year old high school student Alexander, the one truly assured thing that Alexander knows is that he wants to be with Daniel despite his flaws of which he is aware. Despite their turbulent relationship, Alexander gets Daniel to address head on the event from his past that has led to his anxiety attacks.—Huggo