I don't really think about the fact that I don't know who I'm going to make love with. Generally, I do know. I always ask. Occasionally, they switch the person so that when I get there, I find a different person waiting for me than expected.
I don't think I could be myself in the town in the Midwest that I came from because I don't think there'd be any people for me to be myself with. I just have to be myself, all by myself in the house, which would make me probably effectively a crazy old woman down the street.
I had never known anything about pornography until I was in a film. I had never seen a [porn] film until after I was in one. Secretly, I thought of sex continually. When I found pornography, I felt very liberated to finally have this opportunity for being totally open.