If you were a Celebrity with a ton of Clout (not to mention lucrative relationships with some of the most successful Entertainers in the business) this is the type of show you would make, guaranteed.
Of course first you would have to tattoo your entire body then subsequently, over the next decade, get all those tattoos removed. And when that doesn't sort out your emotional damage, you'll talk to half a dozen psychiatrists and do a few ayahuasca retreats. Eventually you would find the path to your one true therapy: manufacturing a television series in which you are the starring role of Dumpster Fire and then cast incredible talented people to help prop you up and put you out. It doesn't even matter if the stories are true, the entire experience will temper some of the extreme alienation that you've lived with for so long and ultimately show people that you are just another human being struggling to fight them common inner demons but PLOT TWIST *You're not a star at all, you're a fly on the wall of your own life and it's time to stop dissociating.
Of course first you would have to tattoo your entire body then subsequently, over the next decade, get all those tattoos removed. And when that doesn't sort out your emotional damage, you'll talk to half a dozen psychiatrists and do a few ayahuasca retreats. Eventually you would find the path to your one true therapy: manufacturing a television series in which you are the starring role of Dumpster Fire and then cast incredible talented people to help prop you up and put you out. It doesn't even matter if the stories are true, the entire experience will temper some of the extreme alienation that you've lived with for so long and ultimately show people that you are just another human being struggling to fight them common inner demons but PLOT TWIST *You're not a star at all, you're a fly on the wall of your own life and it's time to stop dissociating.