Small Things Like These

I could watch Murphy stare at a wall watching paint dry for 2 hours and I'd still buy a ticket.

Here, as Bill Furlong, he conveys a sadness that is rarely seen or understood by the people close to him. But we (the audience) can see it's there.

I won't go into the story that much. Honestly, there's not much there. But that doesn't mean it's a bad movie. It just means that it's a simple story. But one that is very well written, beautifully shot (The whole time, I believed I was in Ireland during the eighties) and incredibly well acted.

The Magdelene laundries were a real thing up until 1996, when the last one closed. Unmarried, pregnant teens were sent to monasteries to give birth and lose their child to forced adoption. All the while, they were abused as cheap labor by the nuns who were running the laundries. Sometimes, they were also physically abused and mistreated. It has left a mark on the soul of the country.

Eileen Walsh, who plays Ms. Furlong, also starred in the Magdalene sister, a movie from 2003. Coincidence or not: I suggest that you check it out because it's a perfect bookend to this gem of a movie.

'' Small Things Like These '' is a film based on a novella by the same title from the author Claire Keegan and, trully, it follows the book closely, presenting the story with a straight storyline and only a few flashbacks.

The story is quite moving, intriguing, sad, melancholic, and yet, hopeful and it overall feels like Christmas. The atmosphere is spot on, the cinematography brilliant, even the camera lenses were just the right ones to give the story that perfect setting.

In addition, the performances by everyone in the cast were briliant, but Cillian Murphy is just the right man for the right role in this one.

It's unbelievable to know that this story takes place in 1985 and went on until 1997. Cillian Murphy's breathtaking performance takes you through the struggles from his past and the struggles in his present until the character of Bill Furlong can't take it any more. Filmed up close and very personal. You can hear every breath and feel his pain. Beautifully portrait by Tim Mielants. He is so close to all the characters, you can almost feel their hearts beat.

The story is one of the many sad examples of the influence of the churches in Europe until recently. Seeing this film at the Film Fest Gent gave it an extra dimension with Cillian Murphy introducing the film and wishing everyone a pleasant screening in Dutch. From the screen, due to his work on PB7 as we speak.

It took me a couple of days to process this movie. To all who asked me "did you like it?" I could not give an answer. I didn't like it and I didn't not like it for a simple reason, it's so absorbing, such a meditative experience that I just internalised it. There were times I realised I did not breath for a few seconds during scenes, other moments were I found myself smiling, some moments when I could feel the heaviness on my chest. It's the Ireland of the dark ages, when you start watching this movie you might feel you are in the 50s but really you are in the mid 80s, people were lucky if they had a job and warm place to sleep in, the Catholic Church ran the show and was so infiltrated in the institutions that they controlled education and therefore shaped the culture of the time. So we have this story, which unfortunately is a real one, that takes place in New Ross, Ireland. It's a small village, the movie makes a fantastic job in getting you into the oppressive atmosphere, even by showing the main character Bill Furlong doing very repetitive working tasks at the beginning, it's all part of getting you into the mood. Small village, close minded, everyone knows everything and anyone. Perception is crucial, show your best side, keep the bad hidden, omologate, don't think out of the box. And repeat. We meet Bill Furlong in the middle of a nervous breakdown, he was the fatherless child of a young mother, who was lucky enough to be raised by the woman his mother worked for. He has a hard childhood because despite being raised by a woman of money he does not belong to that world and the times are not kind to a fatherless child. He is trying to reckon with his past when one day delivering coal at the convent of the village he find a girl in the cold shed left there overnight. His struggle between personal interests and doing the right thing is powerful, he has 5 girls and the nuns control education and therefore the future prospects of his talented girls that he loves and worked his whole life to provide for, and doing the right thing, moral and ethic also putting on top of that that his mother could have been one of those girls if she wasn't as lucky to be taken in by a kind person. He is forced to look the other way, ignore other people suffering for the good of his own family, but when looking the other way is someone that understands pain, someone that has been there and knows what it means, looking the other way becomes so much harder. It's beautifully shot to highlight dark and gloomy to match the heavy tone of the story, I found the use of the blurring lenses incredible and key to the storyline, when you see something you do not want to see, that you want to block out. Scene with Eileen in the living room is such an incredible example: she is listening but ignoring, really she doesn't want to know. Eileen Walsh is absolutely phenomenal in portraying this woman who for a while you kind of think she's a coward but then you understand she is scared, she is doing that for the good of her family, how to blame her. Emily Watson is terrifying, she emanates power every word she utters without even making a move, she's towering even to a strong man, a great metaphor for the Catholic Church that managed to put into submission entire countries for centuries. Cillian Murphy, for one hour and thirty minutes, reminds you why he was given an Oscar six months ago. He was born with a gift and thankfully he decided to share it with the rest of us. I realised only after watching it that he probably has 10 minutes of talking time in the movie but it feels like he has 3 hours, because what he communicates with silence, with his face, with his pauses is absolutely out of this world. There is a scene he is driving his truck and stops and stays in breathing that I realised when it was over that I had not been breathing for the whole scene. If this movie was given a bit more attention by Lionsgate it could have been his second Oscar.

The silence of the movie is resounding, the absence of a strong soundtrack to enhance emotions is a choice, it's not your tears that they are going for, it is raw emotion. The movie is driven not by its plot but by its message, which is not judgemental, but invites you to think. The movie ends when the story begins, just like the book. But the message is so powerful and the dilemma so hard, that you spend two days questioning yourself what would you have done if you were Bill Furlong? A reflection on our society past and present, a must see, a small little work of art.

Only a glimpse of the harsh reality that is the Magdalene laundries of Ireland.

Bill is a working class Irish man. He is married to Eileen and they gave 5 girls at home. Bill works on a coal yard and delivers it to various people. Bill heads to a convent where he becomes unsettled and after more deliveries he becomes more concerned with the happenings of the nuns. Bills dread follows him into Christmas as we get glimpses of his past as we piece together why he is so upset.

I think the movie is an important watch, I did think it would have leaned more into the convent side of things and the atrocities that took place but this was Bills story.

The whole movie I felt a pain in my chest, wanting him to say something to do something but also knowing the repercussions he and his whole family would face if they dare question the church.

The fact that these Hell holes were open til 1998 is a disgrace and embarrassment to this country, and the church, seeing the power nuns and priests believed they were entitled to is infuriating.

A good watch, beautiful performances, 7/10.