I thought I was in love with Tommy. But clearly, I'm screwed up.
When I was with William, I thought, 'This isn't perfect, it's a compromise, but it's my choice.' I even thought that I was in control. And for twenty years, I let that idea and that man dictate who I was. When I finally realized that I was just filling in the gap for someone else's relationship, it was too late. And I couldn't leave. It is better if you figure this out now.