Cast overview, first billed only: | |||
James Duval | ... | Andy | |
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Roko Belic | ... | Tommy |
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Susan Behshid | ... | Michele |
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Jenee Gill | ... | Patricia |
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Gilbert Luna | ... | Steven |
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Lance May | ... | Deric |
Alan Boyce | ... | Ian | |
Craig Gilmore | ... | Brendan | |
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Nicole Dillenberg | ... | Dominatrix |
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Johanna Went | ... | Excalibur Lady |
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Robert McHenry | ... | Andy's Trick |
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Brad Minnich | ... | 'don't touch mine' Guy |
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Michael Costanza | ... | Everett |
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Babyland | ... | Club Band (as Dan and Smith of Babyland) |
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Joyce Brouwers | ... | Deric's Mom |
Life really sucks for a group of gay and lesbian teenagers living in Los Angeles. Their parents kicked them out, they're broke and bored, their lovers cheat on them, they're harassed by gay-bashers. If things are going to be this way, maybe suicide isn't a bad idea; at least not in the mind of Andy, our major protagonist, who gives the film its title by describing himself as "totally fucked up." Written by Marty Cassady <martyc@bev.net>
This is the first film from Gregg Araki, the man who made "Doom Generation" and "Nowhere". Like those films, the theme is the end of the world and features a backdrop of industrial music (Ministry, My Life With the Thrill Kill Kult, 16 Volt, etc.). The only difference is the lack of budget and big name actors (no Rose McGowan or John Ritter). We follow the lives of a group of gay and lesbian teenagers over the course of roughly two weeks. We see their struggles against oppression, their personal lives. An AOL user would summarize this films as "Buttsecks? O RLY? Ya RLY." but that's just ignoring the overall themes to focus on the more distasteful aspects of the film. If you're ans Araki fan or want a new experience, check this film out. It's not nearly as weird as his other films (no aliens or talking decapitated heads), but it will warp your perception of the world. And the end, while very abrupt, leaves something of a lasting effect.