No, no, just to be, you know, just to be in a place where there were empty drawers to fill up, and all these people with expectations and I could worry about not failing because that's easy to worry about. Because if I worried about, you know... oh, God... it just... I just wanted this baby so much, you know? I just really wanted this baby so much. So I just had to push it away.
Hope Murdoch Steadman
I don't know. Because... because there just wasn't room for all that. I guess.