Hill Street Blues (TV Series)

The Young, the Beautiful and the Degraded (1982)

Kiel Martin: Detective J.D. LaRue

Quotes 

• Detective J.D. LaRue : [talking to a doctor in the doctor's office]  Okay. I'm a drunk. I tried to quit. I couldn't. And because I'm a drunk, I'm a liar, and nobody trusts a liar.

  [sighs] 

  Detective J.D. LaRue : I lost my partner. I'm... I'm probably gonna lose my job.

  [sighs again] 

  Detective J.D. LaRue : I'm scared. I've never been so scared in my life, Doctor. I'm scared to go to work, I'm scared to go home. I'm scared to be with a woman. I'm scared to be here. I need help. And... and if... if I don't get help now, I'm gonna die. And... and I don't wanna die.

  [starts weeping] 

  Detective J.D. LaRue : Please, God. Please, God!

  [sobbing, as the Doctor's consoling hand reaches in to pat him on the shoulder] 

  Detective J.D. LaRue : Please. Don't let me die...