I have been watching television for over 45 years, and this is still one of the most powerful and greatest hours of television I have ever seen, and for me, this is the best episode of the series.
It's not often that a comedy series delves into spiritual, philosophical, and metaphysical matters, which made this episode all the more profound, especially given the time when it first aired. The goal of this episode is not to convince or persuade, but simply to make you think, and perhaps even ask questions of your own, much like Alex does. And Alex has the kind of experience that would pretty much force anyone to ask such questions. I know I did when my father passed away in an accident when I was 19.
Alex has lost his childhood friend, Greg, in a car accident. Alex was supposed to have gone with him to help Greg and his brother move something, and Alex simply couldn't be bothered with it. This leaves Alex with a tremendous sense of guilt, even though he tries his best to cover it up with jokes and putting on a face that he's okay, when he is far from it. This leads to an incredible scene when Alex can no longer hide behind the walls he's put up, and it leads to a breakdown, leaving him in tears and questioning his very existence.
The final 40 minutes or so of the episode has Alex meeting with a psychologist. The entire sequence is handled like a stage play, which makes it all the more effective as Alex takes us on a journey through his childhood and how Alex came to be the man he is now. We delve into his psyche, his emotional makeup, and the tremendous pressure that was put on him to be the best in school, and how we learn-what the audience has always known-that Alex has a heart of gold. We find out why Alex has such a hard time tapping into his feelings and allowing them to be expressed. He's always seen them as a weakness, and yet he confesses that his father-also an emotional man-is strong because of them. We also find that there is much more to Alex than even he realizes, which is true of every human being on this planet. Sometimes, we just need help to see it and acknowledge it.
The character of Alex P. Keaton is still one of the most profound in television history, thanks to Michael J. Fox's incredible acting skills. Who else could make such an arrogant character so incredibly relatable as well as appealing at the same time? And Michael J. Fox earned a well-deserved Emmy Award for his performance in this episode.
This episode should be required viewing for people of nearly all ages. I was fifteen when it aired, and I still remember being curled up on my couch and watching it with profound interest. And I know I'm not the only one. This episode has resonated with so many people who have watched it and perhaps even used to ask the same questions about life that Alex asks. Maybe you have found some answers. Maybe not. Maybe it's enough to simply ask the questions and realize that feelings are not the enemy nor are they a weakness. Feelings are the language of the soul, and when those feelings become powerful and poignant, it's then that we have to realize that they are trying to tell us something about ourselves. We don't have to wait until we have a breakdown to begin that journey; to begin asking those questions. We just have to be listening.
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