From Rabbit Hole
Does it ever go away?
No, I don't think it does. Not for me, it hasn't - has gone on for eleven years. But it changes though.
I don't know... the weight of it, I guess. At some point, it becomes bearable. It turns into something that you can crawl out from under and... carry around like a brick in your pocket. And you... you even forget it, for a while. But then you reach in for whatever reason and - there it is. Oh right, that. Which could be aweful - not all the time. It's kinda...